I might or might not have a job next school year. I’m okay with that. This is a fantastic opportunity for my to experience and to have on my resume.
I am spending the money that was going to be my emergency fun on a trip to Disney World. I am okay with that. This is an experience that will always stay with me and my love. Plus, we need an escape.
What I’m saying is that I don’t know what my future will be. I cannot predict that I will be financially stable in five months or that I will work at the same school next year. I’m not too worried about that. I’m not letting the uncertainty ruin my days or my life. Instead I’m taking everything each step at a time and I am very confident that a wonderful opportunity will open up. Next year I could still be here or I could be in another city.
What matters is that I’m stable, content, and my love is at my side.
I have lived a traumatic life but it has taught me that I will survive and I am capable of leading a wonderful life despite the obstacles placed in my way.
This is exactly what I feel about having children. You will never be at the place economically that you want to be when you have kids, but if you are mentally there and willing to work hard, you and your children will make it.
The road not taken is sometimes the best. Don’t forget that.
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