February 2012
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I would like to be home now.
My stupid cat is keeping me up. In so fucking tired and not in the mood for work tomorrow. I want to cry.
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“The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.”
– Juliette Lewis (via aneuromess)
I’ve been extremely anxious lately and it irritates me.
I am so glad my future multiracial babies will have two parents who will never let them forget that they are perfect, regardless of color, and stand up for them. I can’t believe we are still stuck in such a world.
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I might or might not have a job next school year. I’m okay with that. This is a fantastic opportunity for my to experience and to have on my resume.
I am spending the money that was going to be my emergency fun on a trip to Disney World. I am okay with that. This is an experience that will always stay with me and my love. Plus, we need an escape.
What I’m saying is that I...
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Let’s aim for a better day. Also, some lovely messages and asks from my beautiful followers.
Watchpseudofaker:
Glee 3x12 La Isla Bonita
Muy muy Caliente.
silkchemise asked: SHEESH AVERY ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY OF JOY TODAY I MEAN GOSH. :DDDDDDD I love you, no joke. If I lived next door to you I'd invite you over for tea and banana bread (but idk if you like banana bread) and we'd bitch about the homeowner's association or something idk but it would be pretty awesome BECAUSE YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL
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Today we discussed the origins of why I don’t feel pretty enough and how it is just easier to admit that and not that I feel not good enough. We touched on how my mother failed as a mother, the abuse, and the bullying I endured as a little kid. We talked about how I keep it all inside and never talk about that past because I don’t want to feel it and im afraid they will think different...
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I’m thinking that I obviously don’t want something enough or I would reach out and get it. Though, it’s hard sometimes because I’m just so exhausted from doing just that.
I’m thinking we all should text each other nice things.
trywangle asked: i did not know you do not feel pretty. you are.
Therapy today. I’m thinking today’s topic should be depression and self esteem.
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By the way, before an Anon comes and troll my posts, this is a good example of my blog when I’m going through a depression that is caused by a plethora of things despite having an amazing love and life. Because, again, depression isn’t only something for loveless people without a hope in the world. Rich, poor, black, white, depression doesn’t discriminate. It’s a very...
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Im trying to figure out how long before I hit rock bottom and I’m forced to eat right and exercise so fucking much to get to a point where I’m attractive to others and a turn on to my love. Because, right now, I wholeheartedly believe that I am neither of those things and it makes me want to crawl into a hole and cry.
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I’m the type of person where actions speak louder than words.
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Nadiya, you make me cry happy tears from your beautiful asks. You have no idea how amazing you are and just how much those posts mean to me.
thatharrypottergirl asked: from the hunger games you definitely remind me of cinna because you are always helping everyone out and trying to help us make some kind of mark. either that or beth from little women.
dantinithegreat asked: I have a Scrivener code if you need one.
wearenotlonghere asked: Looking at you.. and Wow, you're pretty.
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Not gonna lie, I love my job but I hate working to six. I feel like I just got home and had no time with my love. Now I would like to cry.
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THE GIVING KEYS. PAY IT FORWARD. →
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Thanks to tumblr and an awesome person, I received the software for 50% off.
=]
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So, James Marsters will be in fucking Louisville...
He’s coming for Fright Night Film Fest.